They didn't send her to school, it's not for girls, but she craved for books.
They got her married, whats wrong with that?, But she was barely 15.
Made a life she had dreamt of but never believed she can really have.
And I lost a day,
24 hours wandered away,
1,440 minutes of utter dismay,
86,400 seconds in idiotic disarray.
Still wondering how to measure the foregone emotion,
What is the unit of devotion?
How to quantify the loss I bore,
When you were far ashore,
A metric that can tell me to point,
Why does your absence leave me so disjoint?
The wiser her looks back in disbelief,
Of all the times she felt stupid,
Of all that she thought caused her grief.
The wiser her held her head in lampoon,
That once she counted stars,
And recited poems to the moon!
The wiser her rebuked herself in snot,
"What a dim-wit I was,
Fell in love without much thought"
The wiser her tusseled with her heart,
"Why did she love him and took care,
When he left the vulnerable her bare.
The wiser her left her overwrought,
"Holding hands while walking,
Looking into eyes, what a waste of lot?"
"Can she go back to time and change it?", she pondered.
Take away the tears and pain,
And may be go back and be more sane?
As if it was possible, she closed her eyes,
To erase the insane in her life and be only wise,
And then she realised, still with closed eyes,
If none of that had happened, would she still be wise?
They say it all ends the same way,
Sooner than later,
It will be broken hearts, tearful eyes and utter dismay.
They say the passion will die down,
Sooner than later,
Blushes will be replaced by frown.
They say with time the mistrust gets dense,
Sooner than later,
Endless chatters are replaced with painful silence,
They say hedonic it is, not stable,
Happiness and love,
They are notorious for being ephemeral,
But what is Stable? Constant? Unchanged?
Neither the day, nor the night,
Neither the dark, nor the sight.
The mighty sun sets every day,
The moon every morning goes astray.
The clouds never find their home,
The rivers must imagine times bygone.
No one knows what brings tomorrow,
We may be happy or filled with sorrow.
But for one, the sun doesn't stop shining,
The moon looks beautiful after every confining.
The clouds don't stop floating,
The past doesn't stop rivers from bloating.
Let's not measure everything,
Don't predict the future, let it be in hiding.
Let the butterflies in stomach be there,
Let us hope it's beautiful, let us lay us bare.
Let us look again into eyes, let's play a dare.
Let's fall in love as if it is the first time ever.
It goes on and the wait never ends,
Human as she is, it shakes her confidence
But it's his memory that can never fade,
Well ensuring her belief doesn't jade.
A battle of mind and heart, even if bona fide,
Her senses act numb to not take any side.
How long can she endure and play to the trap
Human as she is, she might soon snap
Mohabbat ki intehaan ka,
Yoon imtihaan na lijiye.
Ke intehaan ke imtihaan me,
Mohabbat hi naakaam ho jaye.
Aaj ye ilm hua, bade din guzar gaye khul ke hase hue.
Ek arsa beet gaya, zindagi me fase hue
Wo tthahake wali hasi kahi gum ho gayi,
Aur beparwaah seerat bhi sunn ho gayi
Aaj ek bachhe ko bekhauf haste dekha bazaar me,
To yaad aaya, ek ummra nikal gayi dozaar me
Ab khud se ek vaada kar ke lauta hoon seher me,
Thodi fikr kam thodi hasi zyada hogi mere ghar me